I have had a bad couple of days and didn’t want to complain so didn’t write. I don’t know if or when the pain and discomfort will stop. That’s the worst part. Will I ever return to a somewhat normal life? Will I live?
I do have some good news. Two old friends from college are back in my life and helping me. I am incredibly fortunate to have them. They are making me feel protected and I am so grateful. One of them was a bestie and one I dated. They were both important to me and are, after all these years, again.
I am meeting a new primary care doctor next week and am being referred to a new oncologist. Things are coming together slowly but surely. I just need to get this bowel issue under control and it is nowhere close to being resolved. I need a gastroenterologist to monitor and help me.
I hope tomorrow is a better day. I need to continue to pack up – the move is in three weeks. Lots to do.
Talk to you later,