I’ve thought about discontinuing this blog. All I write about it is how sick I am/feel which is just depressing. The truth is that I am now sick around the clock. It is debilitating. I got a ten minute breather yesterday and suddenly felt like me again. I put on an old disco song – “Got To Be Real” – by Cheryl Flynn from 1978. Love that song. Started dancing around – shaking my now non-existent booty – and having fun – and then I felt sick again. For the past two days, I have had severe pain in my bowel/stoma – can’t go – maybe because of the constipation inducing anti-nausea medication Zofran. It’s hard not to think negatively when you feel like this 24/7.
I bought some blue forget-me-not seeds for fall planting. They’ll come up in the spring. I love blue flowers and the bees love forget-me-nots and forget-me-nots like part shade so they’re perfect. The soil here is lousy so into pots they will go. I hope they do well.
The chemo is out of me now (for now) so my cat and I are back to cuddling. She’s happier for it.