Sick. In bed. Nauseous, the sweats, dizzy.
My chemo pump comes off this afternoon. Maybe things will improve. Scared they may get worse. Don’t want to go to the ER.
P.S. Feeling very alone. Sweet Pea just joined me, by my side. She is so loyal. This is what love is. The first cat who joined my life – she died in 2016 – changed my life. She had been abandoned and I rescued her from the street. She had no one and was afraid of everything. But she was a survivor. When she died, I was overwhelmed with grief. I waited a year and then Sweet Pea came into my life.