I threw out all my peanut butter cookies. I am starting to get FAT! It’s a good problem to have considering my condition but still … (I had already eaten a bunch of the cookies – which may have created this problem – so it was not a total waste).
I’m feeling good – working on my project – trying to stay focused on the here and now – pretty much failing at the ‘here and now’ attitude but still trying!
What else? Hmmm … not much going on here.
Sweet Pea is good right now. I’m a little concerned because tomorrow I have chemo so I’ll be gone all day and will come home sick. She can probably smell the chemo on me. I wash everything repeatedly during chemo week – I want to get that poison off me and out of my room and away from her.
The antibiotics I was given in the ER have to be taken every six hours. You know what that’s like? If I want to go to bed at say 8 or 9 p.m. (not uncommon for me because I wake up so early), I have to set my alarm for 10:30 p.m. to wake up and take a pill. Then I have to set my alarm again for 4:30 a.m. to wake up and take a pill. Yesterday, I had to wake up at 3:30 a.m. to take a pill because my hours were slightly different and I couldn’t fall back asleep. It’s a nightmare. I’m exhausted and I have another week to go.
Wake up time tomorrow is 4:00 a.m.
Wish I could say “goodnight!” but I have to stay up to take my pill!!! Ugh!
Well, goodnight anyway.