I’m back. So much has happened. I’m writing again because I have found myself looking for hope about long-term survival and thinking that maybe – if all goes well – my blog can give hope to someone in the future or at least help inform them as they go through treatment. I also have aContinue reading “October 11, 2020”
Category Archives: Hospital, Surgery
July 25, 2020
Everyone tells me that these procedures are routine, no big deal. I was told this just yesterday by a friend of mine minutes before I went into surgery for the port placement. Here’s what a “routine”, “no big deal” procedure looks like. I’ll start from the beginning. My tumor has invaded my pelvis and, IContinue reading “July 25, 2020”
June 24, 2020
I have a lot to say but not tonight. It has been a very rough two days. They have increased my bowel regimen to include enimas administered through my now raw and traumatized stoma. It has been painful and exhausting. I am going home tomorrow. I cannot wait. I have to have two more enimasContinue reading “June 24, 2020”
June 22, 2020
Very sick. Excruciating pain. Nauseated. Emergency x-rays and exam tonight. Given all kinds of medicine to move the stool. No results. Terribly sick. Can’t write. Love, Molly2923
June 21, 2020
Very, very long day. Very tired. Must sleep. Want to go home. Love, Molly2923
June 20, 2020
I got a good night sleep and woke up feeling great, like me. I had a yummy breakfast – swiss omelet, toast, juice – and took a walk around the hospital floor. Today was the first day I could lift my feet off the floor when I walked rather than shuffle along, head bowed, handsContinue reading “June 20, 2020”
June 19, 2020
I am still in the hospital. As the Eagles sang, “… you can check out any time you like but you can never leave.” I really do not know where to start. I bought more data so I can write now because I have no idea when I will be discharged and neither do theContinue reading “June 19, 2020”
June 15, 2020
This is an otherworldly experience. The outside world has ceased to exist. I wake up in the dark, take a walk around the hospital floor – shuffling, shuffling, come back to bed, sleep some more, get woken up for my morning blood tests, have my vitals taken, take my medicines at regular intervals, meet withContinue reading “June 15, 2020”
June 14, 2020
I am still alive. I have so much to say but I can only type with one finger and can’t see all the keys. I had surgery yesterday at 8:30 am and was in recovery until 5:00 pm. The surgery should not have been performed. It is 5:30 am now and the hospital floor isContinue reading “June 14, 2020”
