It’s late and I’m tired and I’m scared. I’ve been working hard because I feel well. I feel like me – like I don’t have cancer – like I’m healthy – but I’m not. It kind of makes this situation worse because I’m reminded of how life would be if none of this were happening.Continue reading “October 13, 2020”
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May 27, 2020
I’m afraid. It’s 4:15 a.m. and I’m up for good. I haven’t really been afraid since I found out about all this on May 21st, but for some reason, I woke up this morning and all I felt was fear. I have all my remaining scans scheduled for tomorrow. (They changed my schedule). What ifContinue reading “May 27, 2020”
May 23, 2020
I slept in my mother’s bed again last night. She changed the sheets so everything was fresh and clean and cool. I am so very lucky that she is still with me. I told her that it was like we were having a slumber party. We stayed up researching the cancer websites and talking. TheContinue reading “May 23, 2020”
